i took a big step today....if u know anything that i told u about my oldest brother....well....i messaged him like a day or two ago and he hasnt replied yet and he hasnt been on(myspace)soo im just waiting and he probably isnt going to respond soo im just setting myself up for more crying about him....i really started to think about my family more....like my dads side...well i see them on holidays and well my moms side i dont get to see that often it really tares me upp and i get upset...like my brother he lives with my grandma(moms side)and i dont get to see him...and my 2 baby cousins(moms side) and like all my other aunts and uncles...like my favorite uncle matt man i miss him and his sonn...it driving me nuts!i love a lot of people from my moms side,very much i dont get to see them and its tareing me apart and i cant take it.....
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