OK great i finally have my plan, this is basically a message to all those fucks who say "im their friend" and "im here for you" well fck out the window with that, they dont help and are never there wen you need them and basically forget you even exist. i cut like mad last night and have notice a trend, i have not been called to go hang out with anyone since august last year, ever since i just go to fucking school and get ignored, they make plans around my and say their my friend but havce yet to let me tag along to to even feel wanted, im so lonely, if that phone rings today, even if its someone just wanting to say hello, i wont kill myself, if it doesn''t ring, well then suicide is my mystress ill be dead and wont ever be hurt ever day again.
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