Depression - Teen Support Group
Teen depression is marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. Depression can be a temporary response to many situations and stresses. Teens may be more susceptible to depression due to the normal maturation process, the stress associated with it, and conflicts with parents as they become more independent.
Don't bother.
Last night I OD'ed on two bottles of Advil. My step dad came home within 30 minutes of when I took them. When I went to the hospital I was forced to drink two bottles of Charcoal. Y'know? The shit that can either be in barbeques or in fireplaces. Its disqusting. I can still taste it, every time I eat or drink something I get nauseous. I feel like crap and everyone's mad at me. I have no freedom at my house and I have to go to even more couselling, I'll probably get put on pills or something.
If I had gone to the hospital later they would have shoved a tube down my throat and pumped everything out of me. I would have had to stay in the hospital for two days with tubes and IV's attached to me.
Don't bother. It fucks your life up even worse.
Last night I OD'ed on two bottles of Advil. My step dad came home within 30 minutes of when I took them. When I went to the hospital I was forced to drink two bottles of Charcoal. Y'know? The shit that can either be in barbeques or in fireplaces. Its disqusting. I can still taste it, every time I eat or drink something I get nauseous. I feel like crap and everyone's mad at me. I have no freedom at my house and I have to go to even more couselling, I'll probably get put on pills or something.
If I had gone to the hospital later they would have shoved a tube down my throat and pumped everything out of me. I would have had to stay in the hospital for two days with tubes and IV's attached to me.
Don't bother. It fucks your life up even worse.
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I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
I have nights where i get so caught up in everything that i want to do it anyway, but i usually just end up cutting myself instead... or binging.
Nerve damage? ... i suppose that's not going to repair itself?
I get scared about who would find me too.
In a way, i don't want it to be my family.
But then ... well, someone has to find me! i'm going to emotionally scar SOMEONE.
And if i did slit my wrists like i think about doing, there's other problems.... like who's going to clean up my blood of the floor?
It's gross and painful to think about, but you have to think about your death realistically.
You commit suicide, you make a huge mess for evveryone else in your life to clean up.