wow. im so sick of all this shit. i just feel horrible all the time. i dont know whats going on with me. maybe its just me. maybe its depression. maybe one of you guys know whats going on. ok like i get this kinda like burning pressure in my chest and it makes it hard to breathe then i just get this intense overwhelming feeling of saddness and self-worthlessness come over me. i always just want to be alone. i cant stand people i cant stand being around my family. i cant stand being around my friends most of the time. i just feel like im bringing everyone around me down just by being in there lives. most of the time i dont even know why i am sad anymore. i just am. i dunno what is goig on with me... maybe its just me. maybe it isnt. i just wanted to get my feelings out there.. so do you guys think i should seek professional help or not?
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