i just went through a cutting incident, and now, i;m just thinking about one of my friends. Well, i liked him for aa very long time. then one day, he told me that he had committed suicide unsuccessfully, fortunately. he started asking me for advice as of what should he do when he got into fights with his parents, and what should he do when he felt like killing himself. i USED TO TALK TO HIM FROM morning to night, and i told someone and he said i should stop talking and associating with him because he needs some medical help and because he could harm me. I've pretty much stopped talking to him for about 4 months now, but i think about him every now and then and i miss him. I know it's a horrible thing to say, but before i met him, i hadn't thought of cutting. after seeing his problems, i began to cut myself maybe once, not often. Now that he's gone and we're not in touch, it is really difficult for me to stay happy and stay away from self injury.
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