Whenever I feel myself getting depressed I find someone to have sex with. The past two guys were bad judgements on my part...I'm only 16 and know it isn't right. I do take precautions usually at least. Unless it is this one person I always use condoms (though I have an allergy to latex that shows up when it feels like) and I recently got on the pill. I don't know what to do though to change how I am. Right after or a few hours after I think it was a dream but the pain proves that it wasn't, and I promise myself that I'm done with sex...that I need to stop and then within a week I'm back to my awful ways. There is only one person i feel safe when I'm doing that with...the rest a part of me fears. Any advice or help?
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