ive been going to a separate schooling for this class in high school and its killing me to go thru it. im just over half way thru but i cant go thru it any longer. my parents are against me quitting, the counselors and principal and everyone is against it and i feel so hopeless in trying to feel better. they dont know im depressed. i dont want to tell them because i dont think it is something that should affect them not letting me quit. the only person of that group that knows is my mom and dad. my dad doesnt care, my mom doesnt think im that serious. but ive had tons of suicide thoughts and i can feel them getting worse faster and faster. i had this great plan to run away until they let me quit and i had it all planned out with one of my friends but then they had something come up and now i cant do it. i just feel so bad that i dont feel like i have the energy to come up with another plan now. i dont know what i should do or if running away will even help. i just want to get away from the school. someone please help. i wont let staying be an option. it sucks so much!!!
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