i tried to kill myself in september 07 and im finding it harder and harder to keep myself from ending it. im still in love with my ex even though weve been seperated for almost 9 months and she hates me. she hates me because she doesnt understand that i dont mean to do the things i do and that i cant control it. my friends have been abandoning me just like my family. im alone right now and i cant stop thinking about suicide
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