Ok well i have had a lot of crap goin on in my life and like 3 years ago my grandma died of a rare deseice ( spell check) and like my grandpa has re-married and I dont like the idea of my grandma being replaced and like well my step-grandma i hate her i have sorta tryed to like her and well like whenever i do i hate her even more and she hates me and my grandpa and my STEP-grandma like thing not really and parents have tryed to get me to call Susie (my STEP-GRANDMA LIKE THING) my grandma, and I have refused to call her grandma and like it really makes me mad and start thinking about stuff i shouldent b thinking about when my parents do this crap to me like how i am not supposed to b her and i suck at life and crap like that and i guess i have eating disorders i dont eat that often cuz... my parents have told me multiple times that im fat and my mom can fit into my clothes and shes had four kids so i need to b not fat and then my friend wonder y i dont eat so yah PLZ HELP ME!!! SOON
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