School only started four days ago and I already feel like I am going to explode! I am already feeling overwhelmed, stressed, and depressed. I don't know how I am supposed to last the whole year. I am worrying myself with how I am already getting this worked up because it never ends well with me. I couldn't even do my algebra 2 homework without busting into tears from stress and I get a headache everyday all day from stress. Today I didn't want to do anything. I hung out with friends after school but it was no fun and then I came home and napped and just wanted to lay there and sleep forever. Things like hanging out with friends and even playing games or watching t.v. isn't fun to me and I lose interest within a matter of minutes. I'm so worried and I don't know what to do about it. It is the same routine every year. I get stressed and then I start missing school and then I get super depressed and get suicidal and end up in a psychiatric hospital or cut and it has been 6 months for me. I don't want that to happen this year on my last year of high school. I just don't know what to do about it thought.
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