Ok , to start off , im late on my geography cousework it is due in about 7 hours and i have to do 3 more 1 hour things and it is 2 AM .... but then cause i was so pissed off with the fact that I found more work i had to do that i came down stairs to calm down , I had a quick drink of water. I then turned to the table and saw my dad's cigs I had one and then I thought , im still not calm ill have a swig of his whiskey , i know not a good choice for a 16 year old... when i was getting it down i saw a notebook with "I WANT TO DIE" written on it... I read the entire thing with most of it being "I WANT TO DIE , WHY SHOULD I STAY HERE" etc.. and i was horrified at the end to find out it was my 14 year old sister who had written it.. i then started to get upset which i dont do often and had a couple of swigs of the whiskey and was about to make a spliff but then i thought I NEED HELP im about to cry and think fuck life myself so i came here... HELP please , and im pretty sure both of my parents know about this note because it was in a place my parents dont know i know about and im pretty sure my mum / dad would tell each other about their suicidal daughter!
what should I do!!!!
what should I do!!!!
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