Im not really sure what to say, its hard for me to describe the way i feel because of my shyness and the fear of not being accepted....I think ive been depressed for the past 5 years now, and im not really sure what to do, ive tried to gain courage twice to go to my doctor and tell him how im feeling and see what is wrong with me, but i never follow through because i think maybe i was born this way and im supposed to suffer living this way. Because of this things just keep getting worse, ive been out of school for going on a year now, i have a hard time being around teenagers because all theyve brought me is sorrow, ive lost and decided to cut off all my friends because the people ive met all seem to jsut hurt me...ive been trying to get back with my ex, he also suffers from depression and he has a lot of issues...but im just so confused and my thoughts are racing. i dont know where to start or what to do, advice??? :(
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