geeze.im still upset about the death that happened.we went to the funeral last weekend.he touched sooo many lives,hes loved by everyone.im still crying and crap,and more stress adds cuz i have mid-terms.Also,my relationship between my dad and me is pretty much falling down.hes drinking so much i wanna run away.my mom is getting off er pills or w/e so thats good,my bro is about to fail cuz he doesnt go to school or study 4 his exams.=/.my older brother will still not talk to me,my uncle is getting worse each day well he does drug,idk what 1 but i know he does them,and his son,my cousin,doesnt go to school,im trying to influence him to go and just doit 4 him andi still believe in him but imk trying to handle the death,mid terms,dad,and now him.=/its hard.im trying to handle everything out.just pray/chant 4 me.
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