Ok, so, I'm feeling bad again for little to no reason. It's all becuz of my best friend, but it's not his fault. I haven't talked to him yet today. We were on one of those massive multiplayer games this evening, but he didn't talk to me or even ask me to come in the same world with him. I'm sitting here, writing this and looking at his name on IM. I want to talk to him, but I can't. Somethings pulling me back. I can't do it. And now I'm remembering the past and shit things that happened between him and me, and it's just making me depressed. I dont wanna feel depressed, but there's no way out.
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