i have no motivation for school, i always score significantly higher than others on aptitude tests so i know i am smart, and i could do incredibly well if i applied my self but for some reason I'm stuck, i refuse to do any work. Nothing no matter how great or terrible is motivation to get me to do anything, i had talked to a psychologist and she said i was self-sabbatoging myself (because i don't like myself) and i have tried everything ( even cutting myself as punishment) i know thats a twisted logic but at this point twisted is all i can think of. i feel so lost, i know exactly what i want to do, i know exactly who i am, but i don't understand why i can't get off my butt and just work. and i started lashing out anyone who mentions home work or school (its not even annoyance i get enraged) please help if you have any advice
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