i hate my life and am so jealous of others. i want to be one of those girls who never has to worry about what she eats because she wont gain weight. i think and worry about food 24/7. all the girls on my soccer team are skinny except me and every time i see a skinny person i get so jealous cuz theyll never have to worry. then i just get scared for the rest of my life cuz i dont want to always struggle with weight and the fear of gaining it. i dont want it to affect those around me. sometimes i just wanna die, hoping ill be born as a skinny girl. i know if i were skinnier id be happy. i hate my life.
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