Lately i've been feeling so down. I'm sick of crying every niight and feeling like life is full of problems. I have social phobia which makes me nervous when i talk to people i don't know, read aloud, or do public speaking. I pray to god every night asking him to send a miracle which can cure me. Many times feel I like life isn't fair. My life is a huge emotional rollacoster. No one seems to understand me. My parents don't support me or give me any advice and my sister doesn't even seem to care. They're always busy with their own lives and i feel like sometimes i go unnoticed around my house. Becasue of my social anxiety i don't have any really close friends. I feel alone and helpless at times. I wish i had someone to talk to who would give me advice and help me feel like people actually care about me. Please help me...