Gags babe..as I keep saying, you have the option of changing this depressing life, but sitting every day behind your computer and t.v wont do it Im afaid. You have age on your side and can beat this depression, its not a permanant thing, one easy source of help for depression is to get some sunshine absorbed into your body.The lack of vitD in teens is said to be very low and why ? because they are spending so much time cooped up indoors i.e school all day, then get home and sit in front of computer.
Lack of vit d in itself can cause depression. Sitting outside for 30mins each day even in winter months is enough to boost your supply. Teens do sleep a lot thats just a normal thing, it was nothing for me to sleep the day by as a teen I remember it well, get up, eat... back to bed sleep.
This is one of your last growing stages before adult hood, my son vertually sleeps his weekends away but hes up for school at 5am all week so I just let him sleep in.
As for your life ending I mean wow, its hardly started yet! this is a phase gagne, this is not a permanant fixture IF you dont want it to be. If you set your mind to wallow in self pity and misery then yes, thats how you will stay.If you decide to make an effort to be happy, social and content, then you will be.
Your brain is a powerful thing, if it tells you to be unhappy you will be, if it tells you to be sick you will be. Who controls the thought process ?? thats right you do hon.Before any of you young folks even contemplate ending your lives, you need to spare a thought for those you leave behind, THEY are the ones that suffer.Ive seen the devastation a childs death can have on a parent, friend or siblings, trust me its not a nice way to live your life, constantly grieving and never able to forget.
I know Im a 47yr old crumbly that knows nothing..but think about it ok )))))hugz x

I'm outside all the time and I do alot of exercising and lifting weights

Well do more ! he,he sorry Im a personal trainer, couldnt resist he,he

Life seems so pointless, I have no reason to go on, I have nothing to find happiness in, I need so badly to find someone that I can care about and that cares about me but It seems that will never happen, I'm not the same person I used to be, I still could be brought back but who knows when that will happen and I don't even know if I can make it another day living with this pain, I need someone to love I need this pain to stop, because at this rate I know it will not be long and I will end up killing myself, I'm a caring person who has nothing to care for, and I don't know why I can't find someone because I'm a nice person and always try my hardest to connect with others but people still reject me no matter what I do, that is why I've given up on my pointless life. The pain is just so bad, I can't deal with it anymore, it has killed my life, I can't eat, or do any thing I used to love to do, and all I do is sit in my room in the dark and feel bad, sometimes angry, and always sad, I throw things at my walls some days and sit there crying other days, I'm a total mess
I don't want to be like this, I try not to be like this but It never gets better just worse and worse.

Gagne hon,you are saying right there what I said in my first post are'nt you.You just said it yourself, you are "sitting in my room in the dark". I know thats what you're doing, I can tell by your posts that what you are doing hon.
You sit in your room alone,you go over and over how bad your life is, there are no positive thoughts whatsoever are there ? Is suicide your answer gagne ?? No, your answer is to stop wallowing in your room and get out, meet those young ladies you speak of.Are you under the illusion that one will suddenly appear to you while you sit on your bed in the dark??? Of course not! lol you have to shower,put on that sexy cologne,dress in your sharpest clothes, go out and let them know your there.
Confidence in yourself gagne has to come again from you, your attitude and personality will be the things that draw people. If you put out the vibes of a miserable depressed person, of course these are the people you will draw to you.
Ill give it to you from a young teenage girls prespective (I have one of those, wink). She wants someone to care for her,she likes them to be trustworthy. She needs him to always be there for her, when the going gets tough.
She likes him to smell nice,clean breath,smooth face etc.. the big thing is gagne, she also likes him to be fun! she wants to be able to laugh with him, laugh over problems and try to fix them together. I know Im rambling on again, but gagne you have to stop posting these negative posts, you drag me down, and I think you'll probably drag down any future "main sqeezes" that may be out there.
Im not having a go at you gagne, but I wont sit by and watch you, end your life over something that has solution. I love you kids, when are you going to accept that fact ? You are all my adoptive family..I want to see you guys happy.))))))))))

Ironicly I'm all of those things you said girls want in a guy, I always am clean and smell nice, I wear nice clothes, I can easily make people laugth, I have alot of interests so I would consider myself a fun person, and I do try so hard to get out as often as possible and meet people and I try to be in the best of moods when I'm doing it. But still it does not work, I don't know why, I've tried everything to improve myself but still I can't meet anyone :(

I have always taken pride in my apperence and personality, and I am always trying to improve them, It's not like I'm fat or ugly, actually I'm better looking than most guys, and I also work out so I'm really in very good shape.

well ok, are you trying to hard maybe? sometimes when a person is nice looking,the opposite sex thinks Uhhh he'd never go out with my kind, Im not good enough or pretty enough. Just relax be yourself, do you ask girls out at all ? work on that old pick up line,something nice like "would you like to go out on a date sometime ? nothing to forceful, see what she says.Dont give off an aura of look at me arent I nice looking either. the male ego thing is a real turn off for a lot of girls. Just relax , be yourself and things will happen.Your the male girls tend to wait for the male to make the first move I know I did, otherwise the male thinks the female is maybe too forceful.
Just be cool, and have fun with it :=) ))))

I don't have a huge ego or anything, and my biggest problem is I don't even somewhat know any girls, because if I did know at least something about a girl I would find it easy for me to go and ask her out, but since the only girls I see are total strangers I feel wierd talking to them.