I have been on meds for depression and anxiety and i finally found these two after a couple months trying to find the right one. I have had nohorrible or weird thougts for half a year now. But today I see how my sister is growing up (shes younger than me a spophmore and im a senior)and i realize that never happened to me. All throughout highschool, i realize now, i have been the same. Never been asked out, never heard of anyone liking me etc am i that ugly or have such a dull personality? Are looks all that really matter in HS in order to find a suitable man? I just at this moment have given up hope in things changing for the better, like I have been waiting for. Im not saying i want a boyfriend, its just that i want someone to be close to and i feel i havent found that. Why am i still alive?Will i ever feel better and stay that way instead of diving into a black whole of depression?
Posts You May Be Interested In
Today is my 25th birthday, to my somewhat lack of surprise I can see already no one really seems to care. I've always been the kinda person to make sure that everyone I Care about feels appreciated and knew somebody had their back. I can count 4 times this year when I Went out of my way to make sure a "friend" felt good on their birthday, especially if they got left hanging. Its early in the...
So my daughter, who will be 30 in a few months, says she thinks she has varicose veins, as she can't figure out what else it could be. Only in one leg, and is so bad it is hard to sleep at night. She is in excellent shape, really exercises a lot, and eats well... not at all overweight. Anyone else have any issues with this? I did find that it can go with PKD. She was reading that there are...