just thought i'd introduce myself and explain why i'm here.i suppose i'm just in a very angry, confused and dark place. for most of my life i've felt alienated, like i don't belong in this world. much of it stems from my asperger's syndrome and dyspraxia, which are developmental coordination disorders. i've never really had anybody i could call a friend. i've had people i got along well with but we never really connected on a personal level. i've never really been in any kind of romantic relationship (haven't even kissed let alone had sex). i've totally failed school which means when i turn 18 next month i'll have to watch everybody else my age go on to exciting new lives while i'm stuck in a drab teenager's room in my parent's house with no purpose, no direction and no hope. i feel like i'm a pathetic loser and that my life is worthless. sorry, if i went on a bit too much.
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