Iam confused,My father that i have not spoken to in 13 years has invited me to a christmas dinner. Iam angry at him,I feel alot of HATRED toward him. He Chose booze and drugs over his 5 year old daughter(ME). Left with out ood bye,my heart torn apart.....So really my first broken heart was at 5 years old.......i just celebrated my 18th birthday yesterday....no call from him like every b-day. But then today i get a call from his sister(my aunt,i guess)They didnt even know what day. Its not the fact they forgot about me,Erased me from there mind but still had the heart ache....its that they only live 15 miles away and now first time in 13 years i get a call.....i need to get closure, i Dont know really whether or not i want to go to the chrismas thing...i just get my heart broken again or has he changed?
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