i am originally from Massachusetts, and i moved here in the south about 4 years ago. I really miss my friends and family. It's so hard for me. I'm going crazy. When ever i find some one to call a "Best Friend" it never works out. My real best friends are Brooke and my cousin Allee. but they live so far away. It's so hard for me. i feel so alone because at school, i want to tell my friends there my secrets, and whats wrong with me, but it's hard to tell who you can and cant trust. There are a few people, like Kayla, and another Kayla i know, but other than that i have no one else to run to besides my boyfriend. i love him. but i feel as though he doesnt get me as often as i wish. I'm so home sick, it's not even funny.
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