It's so hard to keep him off my mind..After a few days of me frantically trying to repair things..He decided that we probably should take some time apart and i'm doing that for him right now.. But it hurts not being able to talk to him, or see him. But he doesn't really care about me anymore I don't think.. I ruined that.. We broke up on Monday (July 2) I didn't really see it coming either.. It hurts so much..I grew so attached..Ugh.. Sometimes when it hurts so bad..I get the temptations to cut myself..or end it all.. I don't know what I should do.. What should I do about my situation? I don't want to just forget him.. What should I do when he decides its okay to talk again?..All I really want to do is run into his arms and tell him i've missed him.. Should I? I don't know..
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