Throughout my whole life I've tried so hard to be nice to everyone and be there for them, but I'm always forgotten, abandoned and left behind. I'm ignored every day and feel so invisible to the world. I just never come first with anyone. Everyone always fins better people to be friends with. I feel like it's all my fault and I don't feel my life is worth living. What's the point in living if no one cares about you? I joined this website hoping to make friends, I've tried my best, but no luck. People add me as friends on here but never reply to my messages or hugs. Not even people who have the same pain as me want to know me. What do I do wrong? Does anyone else feel like this? I'm so lonely and I hate myself for having a personality no one else likes. I'm only ever myself, so maybe that's the problem. Please help. I have over 100 pills I could take right now :'(
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