while i was in school there was a kid i was crushing on for the longest time and i never thought he could like a girl like myself. i have been making some new friends within the past few years and my best friends bf is best friends with tyler(my crush) and one day her and her bf and i were haning out and tyler comes along and i wanted him so bad i craved him idk what is was but i had to have him.and one day we all hungout again and he took my hand i was so happy words could not decribe how i felt i started liking him but then a month passed and i did not see him i felt that it had somthing to do with me. i found out he was in rehab and when he got back we hungout agin kissing and cuddling..but i did not see him again and i was getting pissed now here i am waiting for this kid but he just keeps walking in and out of y life this has happened more times but ltley we have been spending alot moe time together and we are talking about having sex for the first time.... we are not dating but i thought about it many times now and i dont want to date the kid he has drug problems and i dont think he would make a good boyfriend but i cant let him go.i talk to him about everything and it is like we are dating but i just dont want it.but idk what to do anymore i care sosos much about the kid but i need to move on i just ....cant please help someone its eating me up inside
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