I'm always in this rut I can't get out of. I'm always upset, and I find I can't trust anyone, no matter how close they are to me. I question every word they say, I doubt they even care..Things just..I don't know. I'm ranting, or something along that line. I can never find anyone to help me, almost no one cares, I have nobody to talk to that I can trust, and If I could, I doubt they care enough to even listen, or to help me. I'm a deep thinker, I think on a way different level, which makes it hard for me to talk to someone at my own age level..I start talking about life, and pain, and the struggles that not only I go through individually, but on a general level that I can also cope with and relate to someone else. Most of the time, only someone with a 36 year old's mindset can even comprehend what I say, and if you are my own age, its like life is all good, life is all happy when its really not...its not all what its cracked up to be. I've gotten into drugs.
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