Is it wrong to want to die when you know there is no hope left? When you know your life is never going to get better and that all you have forward to lifeis pain. I have a physical problem that causes me pain every single day and I'm sick of it. I take pain meds and I'm still in pain. I can't eat because the problem is my jaw. It even hurts to swallow food. I can't even go to school half of the time anymore because I'm in too much pain. When is enough enough? What quality of life is this? I'm just a shell of who I used to be and will never be the same. My pain has changed me, I no longer have the will to live. I can't eat, I'm always in pain, I stay in bed all day long, I can't sleep most of the time because I'm in too much pain. When is it time to just say that its worth more to just die than live in this hell. It seems more like torture to just live instead of die. I mean my loved ones will probably understand, who would want to live this way. Certainly not me and I don't know how much more of this I can take.
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