my mother died @ 37, it was muh 14th birthday...i thought they were lying nd that they was givin me some sort of suprise.. I was still n shock nd still didnt believe it...then a few months past nd i didnt hear from her, i didnt c her...nothin...nd thats when it hit me...i cried nd i cried nd i cried, evn now i still cry...bc although she might b happy where she is, i want her 2 b here with me....my problem is, is that everytime i look in the mirror i c her, not me..u c, my mother was a prostitute nd i hav no clue who my father is bc of that....i am 17 going on 18 now...And i wanna b somebody in the future, but in order to do that i need 2 get better...i need help...so my question is, is it selfish to want my mom here?..
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