lately I feel like nothing i do is ever good enough and no matter what im always going to feel like the girl that doesn't do good enough, the one that isn't pretty enough, the one that doesn't deserve anything good, the one everyone will forget about after shes gone. ive been seriously considering suicide lately, but i dont have the guts to tell anyone. i don't want to tell anyone. i figure if this is what has to happen, then it was meant to be. nothing has pointed me in the direction of staying here. i continually try to find happiness and try to find hope and support but i continually keep getting let down. i feel like the only last person i have to let down is myself. i see no other way...
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