im in love with my best friend and i dont know if i want to be or not. iv been feeling like this for the past 12 months. iv changed so much for her and lost friends just so i can spend time with her. she has a boyfriend and a daughter but i feel anger. her boyfriend does not treat her right an i wish i could be that person who will. i wish i could tell her how i feel but i cant and it gets harder for me everyday. im her only friend and if i miss a day with her i feel like killing myself. I did actually tell her i had feelings for her and she felt the same way (just a crush) and then i think i was tryin to hard and she might of lost them for me but im madly in love and if i told her, im scared i would lose her. i really do not know what to do. i get very jelous when i see her talking to other boys but i tend to hide it. im pretending to be someone im not. iv actually thought about takin my life believe it or not because i dont want to face the harsh reality i must do. Please help me with advice, i would really appreciate it.
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