ii feel so useless & uglyy . life never seems to work out. ii barelyy wanna live anymore because i feel like there is no point. i worry about my friends problems more than my own & i think thats my problem but when i dont help .. i feel like im doing something wrong. i have cried myself to sleep for the past 2 weeks & i dont want to feel like this anymore. i PRAYED high school would be different .. but im still prude & single & ive ruined my chance with this guy i actually like now all because i didnt like him when he liked me. i know i sound like a whiny little brat .. but this is how i really feell ..
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