Recently my dad and i found out my mom has thyroid cancer. her surgery went well though my grades suffered. right now ive gotten most of them back up but at this point my parents act proud of me for a moment then the next they are thoroughly dissappoined and frustrated with me the next. not saying that i dont cause problems with them but when i tell them to stay away from me to avoid complications, the result ends up the exact opposite. my mom reminds me of an incident that happened a year ago when i trusted someone who ended up being twenty one and well u can guess what happened. i went through court and listening to a lot of bull shit, even tried jumping out of a moving car. i ended up stealing and my best friend had to set me straight. ive had depression before and the only thing that saved me from nearly ending everthing was my friend from the uk who later became my boyfriend. however, nothing seems to be helping at this point and im staring to exaust myself to the point where I sleep more than 8 hours everyday. my dad threatened me because he believed that i was hurting my mom when i specifically told them to stay away from me. after that i just snapped. i told my dad that he could shoot me or disown me, then my mom told me i was a devil and to get outta the house (didnt mind that one bit @@) . I lost interest in school, started to look at knives again, even considered drinking. loosing interest in school however took a toll on me where now my dads always upset at me or he'll act like hes proud then go to yelling at me. hell the tensions so thick right nowyou could use a knife to cut through it. I give up at this point and have no clue what to do anymore.
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