and all this pain will go away. i cant take it anymore. i cant sleep. i cant eat. i have been throwing up blood. if i do drink and pass out i wake up screaming because of all these nightmares.i taste blood in my mouth. my nose bleeds for no reason. wtf i dont do drugs. i cant function anymore. all i do is think all day. i try to get it out. i even try to cry but i cant. i havent cried ever scince i have got out of Juvy. i guess thats why i joined this site tonight to kind of express myself. i have kept it bottled up and have never told anyone this in my life. i cant stop thinking negativly. i am still alive and wont be very much longer. i cant wait to end it so i am trouble free, and think free, and not have to be put through all this. if anyone is out thier reading this you will not believe my life story. its like a movie but even worse.
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