iM 16YEARS 0LD AND ii HAVE A PRETTY LiL 1YEAR 0LD DAUGHTER..! ii W0RK ALL THE TiME AND BARLEY GET T00h SEE Mi LiL GiRL..! Mii DAD WANTS N0THiN T00h D0 WiTH ME UNLESS ii GiVE Mii LiL GiRL UP F0R AD0PTi0N. Mii M0M KiCKED ME 0UT THE H0USE BECAUSE ii W0NT GiVE HER Mi WH0LE CHECK SO0O SHE CAN STAY HiGH..! MY LiL GiRLS DAD M0VED AWAY EVEN TH0 HE C0MES T0 SEE HiS LiL GiRL HE D0NT D0 N0THiN 4 HER REALLY..! ii STAY WiTH Mii GRANDMA BUT HER KiDS TELL ME EVERY DAY THAT THEY D0NT WANT ME HERE..! ii FEEL LiKE ii D0NT BEL0NG iN THiS W0RLD AND THAT Mii LiL GiRL WiLL BE BETTA WiTH0UT ME..! BUT ii D0NT WANNA DiE AND LEAVE HER THiNKiN i D0NT L0VE HER..! SHES Mii W0RLD, BUT EVERY0NE KEEPS TELLiN ME iM N0T G00D EN0UGH 4 HER..! iM N0T A REAL M0THER.! BUT iiTRY SO0O HARD.! ii THiNK AB0UT KiLLiN Mii SELF EVERYDAY..! iVE TRiED 3 0R 4 TiMES, BUT ii JUS CANT LEAVE MY DAUGHTER..! iS THERE ANY0NE 0UT THERE THAT CAN PLEASE HELP ME..?
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