Depression - Teen Support Group
Teen depression is marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. Depression can be a temporary response to many situations and stresses. Teens may be more susceptible to depression due to the normal maturation process, the stress associated with it, and conflicts with parents as they become more independent.
dont get mad if i aint doing this right.. i'm desperate and tryin to find any way tp get some advice.
see...
I'ven in a kind of slump
i cant seem to stay happy for more than a few hours..than its back to the depression and the hurt and the pain
then the next day it starts all over again
i'm sorry, i'm not tryin to complain, i'm just confused, it wont get better
no matter what i do. i cant even smile without a little drink or a couple extra pills
yeah i know it's fucked up, thats why i'm tryin to find someone to talk to.
i wish i could talk to someone at school, but then my folks would know
then back to the torture in the crazy-place i would go. i'm really tryin hard, not to let it show and if you dont want me to talk about it then let me know and i wont say it no more. i'm just lost and confused and need someone to talk to. someone who doesnt know me... idk maybe i'm insane maybe i'm crazy
my mom thinks depression is something that you choose she is soooo wrong. why would someone choose this?
i feel like my stomach is eating itself from the inside out. iit's not a choice, more like a curse.
when asked whats making me feel this way..
well i dont really know what to tell you, because i dont have a reason, i have no explination for what all these feelings that i'm feelin. maybe I'm just crazy. doctors have said it's something in my brain, like it just cant work right and thats what makes me so angry. they said my body doesnt know when to stop being sad. who knows what that means,but it's making me mad. i just wanna be normal but i cant.
i'm just so messed up and i dont know if i can be fixed
i just wanna be happy again, and now i'm startin to cry because no one here listens to me, they just give me a hug and expect all the pain to go away but it stays and it haunts me and it drives me crazy till i want to explode in their faces and tell them to all go to hell
fuck it. i'm just a screw up. i guess God made a mistake. he didnt make me right...
but now i just cut my wrist for a temperory fix, down a bottle of vodka and half a bottle of pills. i've been starving for 2 years...but no matter what i cant get better...i dont wanna kil myself but i cant think of one thing to live for... i just dont wanna be crazy no more
see...
I'ven in a kind of slump
i cant seem to stay happy for more than a few hours..than its back to the depression and the hurt and the pain
then the next day it starts all over again
i'm sorry, i'm not tryin to complain, i'm just confused, it wont get better
no matter what i do. i cant even smile without a little drink or a couple extra pills
yeah i know it's fucked up, thats why i'm tryin to find someone to talk to.
i wish i could talk to someone at school, but then my folks would know
then back to the torture in the crazy-place i would go. i'm really tryin hard, not to let it show and if you dont want me to talk about it then let me know and i wont say it no more. i'm just lost and confused and need someone to talk to. someone who doesnt know me... idk maybe i'm insane maybe i'm crazy
my mom thinks depression is something that you choose she is soooo wrong. why would someone choose this?
i feel like my stomach is eating itself from the inside out. iit's not a choice, more like a curse.
when asked whats making me feel this way..
well i dont really know what to tell you, because i dont have a reason, i have no explination for what all these feelings that i'm feelin. maybe I'm just crazy. doctors have said it's something in my brain, like it just cant work right and thats what makes me so angry. they said my body doesnt know when to stop being sad. who knows what that means,but it's making me mad. i just wanna be normal but i cant.
i'm just so messed up and i dont know if i can be fixed
i just wanna be happy again, and now i'm startin to cry because no one here listens to me, they just give me a hug and expect all the pain to go away but it stays and it haunts me and it drives me crazy till i want to explode in their faces and tell them to all go to hell
fuck it. i'm just a screw up. i guess God made a mistake. he didnt make me right...
but now i just cut my wrist for a temperory fix, down a bottle of vodka and half a bottle of pills. i've been starving for 2 years...but no matter what i cant get better...i dont wanna kil myself but i cant think of one thing to live for... i just dont wanna be crazy no more
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
first thing is u need to find something that makes u feel better without downing alcohol or taking pills or SI. its gonna be tough but u need to stay off of them, u might not do it right away either but u need to keep tryin. maybe u cud cut down a bit each day or whatever until ur free of it, then ull go thru a bit of a dark patch but u gotta pull thru it. after that things shud start looking up. but for now the most important thing is getting off the alcohol ect as a form of feeling better