you see, since i have had an abortion i wanted to start over and try again with my boyfriend of five/six years but iam a little scared because i know it will be hard and all but iam despret to have a baby. i know i shouldnt but i wanted it so bad and i know my mom will kick me out and i will lose all the good things i have but i feel so empty inside. i cry every night now, thinking of the baby that i lost and iam depressed to the point where i sleep all the time and i eat lot and nothing makes me happy anymore and i dont do the things i used to do; like reading( i havent picked up a book in months) writing and drawing. iam scared to have a baby but i also want one. maybe to fill the deep hole i have inside from loosing the first one? iam sooo confused
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