i want to believe he/she is up there but i feel like if ther is someone there they've let me down. if i do change from being agnostic i will of course be buddhist since i have found a growing interest in this religion. i feel it might be write for me. i am very zen and up til now i had no ne to relate to but there are many ppl, i now realize, i am very alike wt. still being very cynical, i am finding it hard to believe that there is a "person" watching over me. i am nervous about this change and am not quite sure if i should go ahead and do it. converting to a religion is really serious to me. plz give me some advice if any.
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