Hi, Im Jay and I'm 14 years old, grade nine.. My bestfriend's Mom, recently, started dating this guy, and he has a daughter.. The first time I met her she was pretty nice, like I liked her as a friend cause she was cool .. then nextweekend.. we hung out at her house and we all had dinner, but there was no salad.. so she had to run out and get some, then I offered to go with her and we smoked a little weed while we were goin there, and back at her house most of them smoke it.. so we all ate dinner then we all played a little rock band.. but I kept looking at her, I couldn't stop, later that night when I got tired my bestfriend took the couch and she said she would make some room but she fell asleep taking up the whole couch .. so the girl.. invited me too watch a movie in her room, so the next morning I wake up in her bed beside her cuddling, and at this point it's like WTF cause by then I didnt know .. so I went downstairs and the whole family sitting there looking at us and there making fun of us saying we did the BIG DIRTY? and I just laughed it off.. I only planned on staying that one night, ended staying the next four nights, all sleeping in her room, and we even went to the movies, with me her my bestfriend and her bestfriend.. and I slept there that night too.. but the next morning when she was gettin ready for a shower.. she was wearin this bathrobe and she opened it and showed me her .. you know? .. my bestfriend was sitting right there but her back was facing her so she didnt notice and I had no clue what to do.. so I threw a pillow at her and I was like FUCK THAT.. and like it's been a week and I've realized I MISS HER and she calls me everynight before she goes to bed to tell me goodnight and how much she wishes I was sleeping with her in her bed.. so IUNNO :| WHAT DO I DO (SHE'S 19)
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