I've posted a journal saying how I feel, I feel like I can't go on any more, I just hate myself so damn much. I haven't done this befre but I'll say my msn address in case someone wants to talk to me on there to help, but I doubt tha anybody will respond here or there, because I'm just a hopeless case. I don't even know why I'm posting this, whether it's because I want help or just attention, but I just need something, anything to change, I can't keep going on like this, up and down all the time with my highs being the equivalent of a normal person's mediocre day and my down days (the majority) being like one of the worst days such a person will experience. I don't even have a good reason to be discontent, I'm just pathetic and self-pitying, I guess I don't deserve anyone's help.
To anyone who read this, I'm sorry to have taken up your time, I know there are probably more worthy people who could do with your time, but I just did this blindly hoping something could happen.