about 5 months ago my 2 best friends and i got in a fight, and stopped being friends w/ me. they said that they were annoyed how i always lashed out, when i didnt even notice i was doing it. i have changed a lot in these months and im trying to let them now that i have. im leaving in september for boarding school and i dont want us to never talk again because they were such a HUGE part in my life for so long. i went to them both, one of them said we can be friends again but it still seems like shes hesitant and she said she wants to be school friends to me today, which crushed me because i miss the old times so much. the other one is very stubborn and i talked to her online adn she said she didnt want to be friends again, and i talked to her today to see if we can talk face to face, becuase i think there will be better results. i think its that they just dont know if i will go back to my old self, and i wont becuase i didnt like myself like that, i just dont know how to make them relize that i really changed.
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