Hi everybody, Im new to this place and have met some very supportive people who I cant thank enough for being there for me. I am having a really hard day. I've been very suicidal for the past 2 weeks and cant seem to snap outta it. I know that Im not the only person that feels this way but I feel like i am alone n have nobody. I am sooo greatful I found this place because I really dont have anybody. My boyfriend was arrested Fri because i called the cops on him because he would not stop hittin me, and everybody is telling me that I did the right thing but Im starting to feel like I made a HUGE mistake! His friends are harassing me tellin me I'm fuckin wit the wrong person n they're gonna come shoot up the place and I dont know what to do. I finally got so sick of them harassing me n told them, "U know where i live come put holes in me, I dont give a shit." Im scared, and I cant take this nomore. Im trying soooooo hard to "stay in there" and not give up but Im at the end of my rope. I feel so ugly, I have bruises all over my body from him and refuse to go outta the house in fear of what people will think when they see me. What do i do? I need help!
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