Babbling is so good for you! XD You can always babble to me :] But be forewarned! i may just babble back lol.

As for cutting, how deep? I personally believe its ok to cut so long as you're paying attention and don't cut too deep or something.

As for overeating and then starving urself, do you know why u do that? I prefer that you just overeat a little than overeat and starve urself :\ overeating might make u chubby, but at least you'll still be healthy ^_^ as long as u dont go overboard heh.

Before I keep going, let me warn u, i am known to write forever and ever, so this "advice" thing may never stop :]

Ok, anyway heh. I really dunno what to tell u bout wantin someone to care about you. I'll care about you ^_^ but I know that's just not the same as havin someone actually be there. Another thing I've noticed is that so many people DON'T care, that it's hard to just notice the few who do :\ And also, a lotta people care, they're just ... well... really really stupid. lol. they don't know what to do to help so they end up either doing nothing or completely ignoring it.

anyway, feel free to talk to me ^_^ if you have aim, im ardntquintesence (long huh? XD)

*hugs very very tight* if i can do nothing more, it's give you support and hugs. i'll be here for you too. i will. and things will get better - they have to. i have the same fears that they won't, but they will.

x Elizabeth

I know how u feel and it sucks!! *hugs* I do the same things u do..and its hard..its always good for u to bla bla somewhere..even if its not much it still helps u get out youre feelings some!!! :)

im sorry...i know how that is, i long to hold someone and cry on them everynight. its a little different but the depression and emptyness is the same.

I can relate to what you said. I was in a relationship with a heroin addict for a year. It was really hard to let go and lately ive been on the same path trying to find someone who truly cares about me. if you ever want to chat im here for you.
Eric