my turn to vent... ok so ive been in this huge fight with my dad for the past three months. like i havent seen him and rarely talk to him (cept for the occasional angry txt) anyway during this time, i kinda started this thing with pills... everytime id argue with him, id keep myself from crying (which would pretty much lead to cutting, which i havnt done in almost a year) and then take some strong pain pills to knock me out.. he just had knee surgery and now we're kind of making up. but all i can think about now is how he'll have pills for me to steal. even if we're not fighting. im scared for my health cuz i know someone who almost ODed on prescription pills. but i just cant 'stop'. its not that easy! help me, please?
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