Recently i have'nt been able to control my drinking,i began drinking heavy when i was 16 to help cope with my feelings of hoplesness,suicide,wich soon proved to be fuel to the fire. At first it seemed to help,it made sleeping so much easier, i was socializing and meeting new people (something that ive never been good at) but it seem that its consumed what life i have. I cant seem to enjoy anything anymore. My life consist of driving around,alone, and finding anything that contatins alcohol.I recently sufferd from alocohol posion from rubbing alcohol.I just cant find the will to live anymore. Ive tried to find help in my family but it proved to be a waste. I'm just so tired of feeling alone,i was wondering if anyone felt the same way, or had went through something similar to what im talking about...
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