Depression - Teen Support Group
Teen depression is marked by persistent sadness, discouragement, loss of self-worth, and loss of interest in usual activities. Depression can be a temporary response to many situations and stresses. Teens may be more susceptible to depression due to the normal maturation process, the stress associated with it, and conflicts with parents as they become more independent.
i hate it sooo much.
i kept thinking i need to be someone im not.
i mean, i cant face food without crying.
i cant smile without frowning.
i cant shave without being tempted to cut and cut and cut.
everyone wants something different from me.
my home life is very unsupportive, and my mom and sister usually make me feel unwanted, rejected, stupid, worthless, etc.
i started cutting because of them.
i started throwing up because of them.
i stopped eating because of them.
now i get constant panic attacks, i cant trust anyone, i freak out and start shaking whenever im faced with something i dont think i can handle.
i dont think i can handle much either.
i have a horribly low self esteem.
im often thinking if im dead id be happy, and theyd be happy.
i know thats probably not true,
but still.
id love to die. ive tried so many times. cutting, starving, jumping into busy streets.
and still no one sees my problems.
still everyone causes me pain.
its almost like its purposly, like they taunt me just to make me go thru with it.
they being my family members.
love?
there is no love.
this hell hole isnt a home.
is it possible,
to put myself into a foster home?
or up for adoption?
can i sue my family for negecltion? anything?
i just want help, and im not finding it here.
i really want a new family.
nothings right where i am.
so do you think its possible to put myself into an orphanage?
or do you think i should just face my demons, even tho i was clearly not brought up with any courage?
please help.
everydays a struggle, and i fear i just dont have the strength.
i kept thinking i need to be someone im not.
i mean, i cant face food without crying.
i cant smile without frowning.
i cant shave without being tempted to cut and cut and cut.
everyone wants something different from me.
my home life is very unsupportive, and my mom and sister usually make me feel unwanted, rejected, stupid, worthless, etc.
i started cutting because of them.
i started throwing up because of them.
i stopped eating because of them.
now i get constant panic attacks, i cant trust anyone, i freak out and start shaking whenever im faced with something i dont think i can handle.
i dont think i can handle much either.
i have a horribly low self esteem.
im often thinking if im dead id be happy, and theyd be happy.
i know thats probably not true,
but still.
id love to die. ive tried so many times. cutting, starving, jumping into busy streets.
and still no one sees my problems.
still everyone causes me pain.
its almost like its purposly, like they taunt me just to make me go thru with it.
they being my family members.
love?
there is no love.
this hell hole isnt a home.
is it possible,
to put myself into a foster home?
or up for adoption?
can i sue my family for negecltion? anything?
i just want help, and im not finding it here.
i really want a new family.
nothings right where i am.
so do you think its possible to put myself into an orphanage?
or do you think i should just face my demons, even tho i was clearly not brought up with any courage?
please help.
everydays a struggle, and i fear i just dont have the strength.
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I have been here before, a long long time ago and now I am back.Forgive me for not just saying what I want to say,even under a triple dose of antidepressants it is still raw and seeping and I am hesitant at revealing it as at least under the bandages around my heart I don,t have to look at how raw and wounded.My child was cleaved from my heart by his own actions. my child of ten,turning eleven...
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
when i read what you wrote i pictured myself. It scared me allot. I know EXACTLY how you feel and i want to do the same things as well. you feel like no one in your life cares. that no one can help you. they do care they just dont show it most the time. they always have you questioning??? well im here. I would love to talk. who better to talk to then someone who knows what ur going thru because they are there themselves.
im a realy great listener. you can trust me. id love to talk to you. if you want message me anytime ok.