....im srry to all of my friends and family, but ive given up trying. it hurts too much to keep faking and all. i know it sounds stupid to give up when im getting better, but it doesnt feel like it to me. i cant help thinking: y am i trying so hard when the future could be worse? im not saying im going to end my life now, but i AM saying if it comes to the time when i cant stop myself, i wont bother. goodbye all, this is my last entry.
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