why do i always end up back in this spot? i wish i just had the strength to just pick to either end it or get better cause standing in the middle sucks. i might end up going to the hospital again soon. ive been extremely depressed and suicidal. its a matter of time before i cut too deep and tell my mom i need stitches (i cut too deep a lot, i just dont tell her often) or till my counselor sees that im a mess and makes me go back there. god, i fucking hate my life.
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