grrrr im so a shamed of my self i couldnt control it instead of me controling it i let it control me what an weak person i am ijt caved i hadnt cut in over two years and i one day i let it all go to waste i started cutting again it has been a week already and i havent stoped my self i dnt know wht to do im so broken i thought i was strong i was wrong about myself failure is the only thing i do best nothing is rigth im always fighting with my mom wht can i do im jst a lost cause i should give up let it all go why bother liveing a lie i cant anymore
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