I was sexually abused by someone close to me. It went on for three years until i finally told someone. I feel horrible..yes after all this time i am still dealing with it and it sucks. I am trying to find the courage to tell the D.A so they can arrest him, but something needs to be done. At first i cried myself to sleep at night until finally i couldn't cry anymore. I would just sit on my bed and stare at the wall. I am better now but i am still pretty messed up from it. I find it very hard to trust boys and i get depressed at random times. I feel disgusting, like no matter how many showers i take or how much i scrub myself i can't wash it away. I still sit in my room much more than i used to. I guess i just need someone to talk to.
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