I dont know what it is ... It could be from just finding out that my freind molested me when i was at his house a few days ago. We were drinking but he was sober enough to know exactly what was going on. He lied to me when i asked him if anything happend cuz i didnt remember. He tole me two days ago that he stuck his hand down my pants and was messsing around. I didnt want it to bother me .. But it might be. I all of a sudden feel like jumping off a bridge. But .. im sorta clueless on why ... idk ..
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